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[26 Feb 2006|12:34am]
Damn, who woulda thought shit was so boring around here. Usually when your new to places its at least a 'little' bit exciting.

I guess things havent been that bad. I mean parties are the shit out here. Smokin dro and gettin laid tossin back 40's. A line in here and there Its the life.

Works fun though. Building my own caddy. Old school. . . Its gonna be fuckin HOTT. I cant wait to finish it. Im going in early tomarrow morning to put in a couple extra hours on it. What can I say, Ive grown attached to the p.o.s.

I need some drinkin buddies. Anyone around here drink, party .. do anything FUN?! Hit me up. 563-2472 -- the cell.

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[10 Jun 2005|02:18am]
Guess who's back for a few days. *smiless*.. MEE! Candace had her baby.. so I thought id come up here and see her. Shes beautiful.. that and see all my favorite people who i miss to death! Majorr parties while im up here!!!!

Call the cell!!!

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a little late, buttt still okay. [08 Jun 2005|03:43pm]
Ever since getting the letter from her mom, telling her her dad had died in prison with cancer, she wasnt the same. Even though she may have tried to pretened she was, she was far from it. She turned to booze and sex. Not like she didnt drink enough as it was. She turned to random men, just wanting someone to care, to be there when she needed it.. Sleeping with just any guy. Not caring who he was, or who she was hurting. However, she never knew she'd walk away from this with feelings. Even though she may have gotten scared and denied it all.

Then it hit her.. Seeing one of her good friends on his knees. Scared for his life. She blames herself, that maybe she could have prevented it. That maybe she could have stopped the guy from shooting him. Its too late now, you cant go back and change what happened. After seeing Nick get shot, she finally cracked. Losing complete self control. I mean who wouldnt, he was right there, in front of her. The guy shot him, getting blood everywhere. All over her clothes, dried to her skin. She had no other choice but to run. To get out of there as fast as she could.

She went home and started packing almost right away. She wasnt stopping to think who or what she may have been leaving behind. All she could think about was getting out of there as fast as she possibly could. She began packing her bags, throwing anything and everything she may have needed inside. Then leaving for the bus stop. Thats when she said goodbye.

It never occured to her just how hard it may have been. He was the last person she wanted to see. She was hoping that maybe she wouldnt have ran into him, just left and maybe he would have realized that she wasnt there anymore. It didnt quite work out that way. That was the hardest part about leaving. Not only was she losing a lover, or a best friend, but someone she really cared about. Someone she didnt want to leave behind.

The bus pulls up, she says one last goodbye and gets on. Heading for chicago.. She keeps watching him untill hes out of sight. Who knows if she'll come back to Toronto one day, more then likely she might. Untill then, she needs to deal. To go home to her fathers funeral, and to fix things and be there for her mom. She boards the plane to cross the boarder back into america. As they take off she takes one last look down at Canada.. at the life she was now leaving behind..

[[yeah, its pretty lame.. but I was bored. That and thought it would bee fun. Soooo yeah:)]]
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[01 Jun 2005|02:46pm]
Me and Jay both decided to just be friends.. We're just too alike, and it gets boring =/ This is cool though..

SO, i have absolutely nothing to do today.. Someone should stop by or something!

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Well im back.. [24 May 2005|04:41pm]
This week has sucked. Really fucking bad. First with everything that happened the night of my party. I cant believe I even liked that fucking creep. Yeah, so my brother hung around with all of them. Mike was like his best friend over all the time. Guess people arent who you think they are..

Then everything that went on, you all probably already know about all of that. And if you dont, you dont want to. thats the night I knew I cared about Jay. When he stood up for me and tried to help me. I dont know whats going on anymore.. I went home that night, Mike was there, with my brother. Lets just say we didnt get along. My brother ofcourse took his side.. we got into it too.. then... I shot him... He wont be around anymore...

Then when I got shot. That night was fun. Let me tell you... then Jay stayed with me.. Now yesterday.. I get out of the hospital, hanging out with Nick.. We try to get my car back.. Jay wont tell me where it is. So we decide to go get them from him. We go to his house. Or his old house? Mikes in there about to kill his mom. So I knock him out with a pan. We take him down to the docks. yada yada.. then.. other things happen..Jay tells me he loves me... Then next thing I know Im waking up in a hospital bed.

I got bored and I still had Jay on the mind. everything.. so I called Jay. Hes out in the woods somewhere.. I hope he got home okay. Mannyskank, Sean, Amy.. someone when or if you see this call me. ASAP! Jay, if your okay and you see this.. Im worried, call me..

I hate it here...

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[23 May 2005|02:49pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

Im sure everyone has already heard what happened the other night with the shoot off and what not. That led me into getting shot. Which led me into the hospital. And OH how fun this is.

I hate hospitals. Ive been here wayy too many times. Whole drawn out story. To make it short my dad is scum. Hes locked up now, because I finally had enough and called the cops on him. Thats why i moved here. I turn him in for beating the shit out of me and my mom, and she fucking kicks me out. Go figure, huh? Anyway, my dads a fucking abusive asshole. and a rapist I was constantly in the hospital. Since before I can remember. Matter of fact, I shouldnt even be here, They thought my mom miscarried. Obviously she didnt.

Jay stayed with me the other night. I didnt want to be left in the hospital alone. Seeing in which they scare the shit out of me. So i asked him to stay. He said he was going to wait till I fell asleep then he was going to nicks. I wake up and hes sitting there sleeping. I didnt want to wake him, but he woke up by himself before long.

Someone needs to get me out of this place though. I promised I'd stay here a couple days, and I have. I cant remember where Jay said he put my car.. and I NEED to get out of here. Like NOW! Please.. :(

Well my shoulders really starting to hurt from all the typing.. So ima get out of here..


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[19 May 2005|03:24pm]
Ok so the other day I went to the hospital to see Jay, brought him a cheeseburger from the dot. Real nice of me huh? I need to get out, man. Seriously, Anyone wanna chill lemme know. Im game. Parties? Clubs? Anything!! Not to sound desperate but my fucking brother is driving me insane!! Lately hes been bringing all these nasty giddy bitches over. If i have to deal with one more 'Oh my god' or any high pitch voices or laughs im going to fucking snap!

I seriously am about to give up. Im done trying to get with somebody that dont want me. I'll just go pick up some new guys or something.

Anyway, Garys gunna be out of town with his new fling this weekend. So Ima have the place all to myself. PARTY! I was thinking friday night? Anyway, anyone up to partying just drop by.

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My Hair! [12 May 2005|02:17am]

Okay, So I got really fucked up today. Was hangin out with Mike :) sooo hott and the rest of the guys. They let me fucking cut my hair and shit. Its not that bad, its just different... I miss my hair already.

By the way, this is going to be friends only from now on...




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[11 May 2005|03:55pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

well yesterday was a long drawn out day. The ups, i got some new stuff. I got jays blood all over one of my shirts when I was trying to help steve get him out of the car, but the rest are in good shape. Why doesnt he want me? Everything was great the other night, now..? I should have known it was too good.

Jays accident really scared me. I guess seeing a new friend smack full speed into a building isnt the best when your drugged up on all different pills..

I went to the hospital to check up on him, spent a little time talking to him. Untill the doctors and nurses called security and forced me to leave. haha.

Look, Alex, Obviously nothings going to happen with me and Jay. From what he says, he loves you. The other night, we were just both smashed. He didnt know what he was doing. So you can calm the fuck down anytime. He doesnt like me, and I dont like him... It was nothing.

I left school today after 3rd hour.. Went out with my brother and our boy mike. We're getting ready to go pick up some shit.. So guess that means im out.


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New Girl... [09 May 2005|01:21am]
I guess you could say Im the new girl. Ofcourse if you do, it wouldnt be the wisest thing you've ever done. I just moved here from the states. Chicago, Illinos matter of fact.

First night here I went to this diner hang out place. The dot I think it was called. Met a few people up there. One really hot kid and one REALLY annoying goth bitch. I guess shes new here too. If she wasnt so annoying I MIGHT consider hanging out with her since we're both new. Like I said though, She is REALLY fucking annoying. All perky and shit.

This guy though, holy shit dude. I dont even know what to say. I dont think I should say anything either. One word ... HOTT.

I start the new school tomarrow; degrassi. Wish me luck..

[[ooc: Here's a summary on the character. ]]

[ This girls name is Kat. She was originally from Chicago. She just moved to Canada with her older brother and is getting ready to attend Degrassi cs. Shes 17 and in 11th grade. Shes got long brown hair with blonde and red streaks through it. Shes more of a grunge party girl, always in trouble. Shes got severel tattoos. -- theres a brief description. ]
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